Shirin xotrala Shirin bn ) 2 qism...

yo dmen
-hop mayli
Malikapamla voy Johongrga oqat suzdnmi Shirin ?
Shirinam tikilib otrganakan sovoldan esankrap voy esm mana hoz hoz dp wowp turp oqatga qarawi bowladi

-Mayli sla bemalo oqatlanvolila bzani maktabdgi tadbrga qladgan ishlarmz bor togrimi bolala Komron sinini ol yur hali ustozlarn bergan narsalani yodlashlarn kere dp ulayam chq ketwti

Oshxonada Shirin ikalamz qoldk
Mana oqatz dp oldmga oqati qoydi mmm hidlarini qornam och buyoda yoqtrgan oqatn lagmon iwtaxa bn ichshi boshladm
-yaxshi kevosmi Jahongraka charchamadzmi ?dp choy uzatti
-yo raxmat ozzchi organp qoldzmi ?
-ha raxmat organp qoldm faqat azgna uydglani sognvoman.
-hc qsi yo borp kevosu haptada organp ketas lekn oqat zor chqpti doimgde dp maqtap qoydm
-a etkanca yaxwmi haqatan yo kongl uchun etvosmi
-yo rostan etvoman a konz uchun bosa boshqa narsa bor
-voy nmekan u dp qzqsnp qaradi
-qowuni qoydmde choydan ichp ornmdan turdmde viwelkadigi olmpkamdan gulli sekn oldmde ogirlmastan turp kozzi yumnci qani ddm
-hop mana lekn nma ozi iwqlp nmadr sop qoymismi ichmga
-yoge jinivoy dp ogrilib oldiga yaqn kelib yuziga gulli yaqn opkeldmde boldi ochvurn ddm
-asta kozini ochib gulli kordide voooooyyyyyy bunchaaaaa chroyliiiii dp qolmdan tortvoldi hidlap mmmmm hidlarini rasa sognmman gul hidini
-yoqtimi ?
-rasayammmm raxmat Johongiraka dp chaqnagan kozlari bn qarab
-a endi Gulga gul sovga qp bomidyu mayli ddm
-voyey szi maqtovlarzdan erp ketmasamde wu oxri
-ersez ozm bir qowu suv bn ichvoraqolaman
-bir qowuga toyasmi ddi
-nech qowu chqwzga qarapde endi ddm manam unga qarap oqatlanwyam toxtatp
-nec qowu cqwi szga bogliqde endi ertadgan szku ddi uyam kozi caqnap
-unda anca munca cqarkan canqogmmi bosolsa boldide
-bosolsa kere
Azgna voxt qogan gaplarzm kozlada davom etti

wu payt tana qzp tomrlarda qon yugrp qulolayam ding bop qoganidi kozla uje br briga o'tli qarap oljasga tawlanwka tayyor turgande qarrdi nafas olwlayam tezro tusga kirib nma bosa boldi ddmde wundo ornmdan turp yaqn bordmde bow turgan qolidan ozmga qatm tortm voy dp ikala qoli komregmga kep yarm qucolangam holatda turp qoldi qulolariga yanayam yaqn bordm azgna seskanp ketkani blindi chunki titrapro ketti kutlmagan harakatan qayno nafasm boyniga qulolariga urlar ikalamzam br brimzi nafasmzi bemalo ewtardu qulogini yumwo joyiga yaqn borp ichmdglani pchrlab etwi bowladm
Brinchi marta korganmda sanga nsbatan qanqadr iliqlini hs qgaman wundan beri san haqnda oyliman oilavy ahvoln waroitin manga qzumas sani yaxshi koraman judayam lekn sanda manga nsbatan nma borligini blmiman oylimanki sani jovopnam yoq bomidi dp qulolaridan uzolawp kozlariga qaradm uyam manga tkilib turardi keyin pastga qaradyu hiqilab yglavordi bunaq bolwini kutmaganidm azgna dodrap Shirin ne yglavosan nma boldi yaxwmsan dp ikala yelkasdan tutp yuzini qolm bn ozmga qaratp gapr nma boldi dp savol berardm halyam yglrdi azgna otb
- kechrn Johongiraka yengiltabiatli qoydm ozmam blmyamman nme unaq qganmmi
ozimmi bowqaromiy qoldm kechrn dp zorga gaprardi
-ee jinivoy nmekann dpman qorqtvordnu odami dp bagrimga bosdm boldi yglama dp sochlarini sladm yuzi yelkamga qoyganca halyam hqilavotudi Shirin ddm:
-hmmmm ddi ygi aralaw
- boldi ozinga kel manga qarachi kozlarn qara hoz makyajn oqib ketadi kn boynn bn yuzn ikki xl bop qoladi dsam
-tqlganga oxwap kulvordide born szga hazl bosa dp arazlagande ohangda gaprdi
-ke otriluci dp otqzp piyolaga suv quyb oberdm ol ich
-azgna hopladide yuzlarini qoli bn artp uyo buyogini torilap yuzmga qarap Johongiraka hozg gaplarz seryozni etzmi yo shunchaki ustmdan kuldzmi ? Hazlidi dn iltimos
-hn kuldm ustndan hazl qldm bowqa iwm yoku mani ikinci stavka sirkda iwliman kuldrwga
-yoo notori chunmen faqat faqat
-nima faqat ?
-man er korgan ayolmanu uje Johongiraka sz hali uylanmagansz qanaqp bunaq bolwi mumkun ozz oylen?
-togrisini etsam ozmam hayronman nmaga sani yoqtrp qoldm nmaga bunaqa tez joy oldn konmdan
-babr bza brga bolomimzku Johongraka tuwunn ?
-ne bolomimz ?
-axr uylanshz kere siz?
-uylandm dgani sandan kechshm kere dganimi shunda ?
-yoooq lekn qande brga bolamz?
Togrisi ozmdayam owa payti jovop yogidi

Azgna otrganmzdan kn uyam indamy dasturxoni ygwtrwi bowladi manam ozmmi noqule hs qp honamga chqp kettm bundan owu gaplawmadk mani miyamda bosa endi rostakasm majlis bowlanvotud joymga yotarkaman ketma ket savolla kelardi nma qvoman ozi nma holavoman sevp qoldimmi hoz shunaqa osonmi bunaqamastnu Johon shuncha qzla bn gaplawp konn jizilamagan mawi qzga povtn berp qoyvosanmi hoz Ozi maqsadn nima bir marta yotwmi yo bowqami unaq qlw uchun mintayu kocadgsiyam ozi koni yarm qzi yana konini parcalap nomardi iwini qp ketmocmsan ? ikinchi tarafdan bowqa odam gaprvoti sanga poxuymasmi san buzgann yogu oilasni tori Joxon lekn oznam qanqadr yoqtrp qogann bor narsayu brga otqzgan voxtndan oznam qanqadr maza qvosanu energya ovosanu miyada yana yarm soat bir soatladan kn ozmca yecm topkanidm eri yo bosa san nkohlavosenchi toy qmasndan oldn nkoh qvolasanmi nma qpti uyam nikoh buyam nikoh faqat bunsi toysiz boladi asosysi halol boladi ha. lekn bu fikrga u nma diydi qani koramza dp wowkanca telimmi titklap topp Shiringa sms yozdm
-uxlamadnmi hali
-yo szchi dgan sms keldi
-yo oylanp yotimman ddm
-nmani ?
-huddi nmalgni blmidgande gaprmagn oznam manmcha shu narsalani oylavosan?
-hmm toptz
-Shirin sanga muhm gapm bor smsda noqule ozn bn gaplawwm kere
-hoz qande gaplawas ?
Oshxonaga chiq manam chqaman?
-jinnimsz Johongiraka uydgla korp qosa nma dgan odam bolamz ?
-Voxima qma chiqur nmadr bosa man turimmanu
-hop lekn Alisher akayam qaytmadla hali kep qosala nma boladi ?
-kesa darvaza ochladyu ewtasan bol gappi kopaytrmagn
-hoop hoz siz chqvurn

Sekn turp kiyimlarm kiyp owxonaga qarap tuwtm tuwvotkanda Malikapalani honasga azgna qulo tawap hc qanqa ovoz ewtmagandan kn owxonaga kirdm holodlnidan muzdero narsa qdrp ochp turganidm ewik "giiyq" etp Shirini bowi korndi
Uni iwiga bir kulgm kep holodlnini yoparkaman kir jinni nma qp turpsan buratinaga oxwap?
-Johongiraka oldraman szi brov korp qosa nma boladi ?
-toy boladi ddm kulp tapcanga otrp
-bezsza kulwizi qaren sz ogl bolas manchi qanaqp qariman holami yuzlariga ?
-bopti ke bundo yaxwlap otrvol jiddiy gapm bor sanda
-hop ewtaman

-Shirin kmdr sanga halol munosabat taklf qsa rozi bolasanmi ?
-kim?
-kimligini qoyp tur hami yomi ?
-blmadm lekn kmliginiyam blwm kereku ikkinchi marta wowmiman endi yana tilim kuywini holamiman Johongiraka
-masalan man ddm
-sizzzz ? lekn qanaqp ?
-sani nikohmga omochman ozini rozlgn bn albatta san bn halol munosabat qmoqchman.
- lekn uyzdgla ?
- uydglani qoyp tur ozn uchun jovop ber blaman tanwkanmzga kop bomadi lekn yetarlicha blvoldk br brimz haqmzda san bn buyogiga unaqa arosata gaplawp yurgm kemyapti jovopn blmochman wuncun borini gapr tortnma wotigi gap oramzda qoladi

- azgna yerga qarap oylanp turdide mayli yengltabiat dp oylirsz mani lekn bowida wunchaki tanwde qaraganidm lekn wu qsqa vaqt ichida qachon